I am in need of help. I lost my husband Nov. 2011. I have no income and had to leave one sttate and move to another state to stay with family until I can get my own income and apartment. I have been turned down by disability on more than one occaassion and I suffer from depression bad. I have been currently filling out applications for jobs, but feel being middle age will work against me and besides I haven't worked full time since 2005. I have been a caregiver to many family members and now by body aches all the time. i have asked for counseling but no doctor is listening to me. Someone please tell me where to get some much needed help before I loose my mind. Need my own place! Need my own space, but need to talk to a counselor NOW.